Looking back, I think the first half of this year, when I was able to concentrate on model making despite the painful things, was a turning point for me. I started trying what I couldn’t do before.
It’s never been successful. To be honest, I once thought it was no good. If I don’t act, the failure will be confirmed again …
The only thing I have built up in this world is a large mountain of failures. I was amazed at my fighting spirit to stand up no matter how much I failed.
But I don’t want to fail. That’s not what I want. The failure of this challenge has not yet been confirmed.
I start walking again.